Sunday, December 17, 2006
I am writing lots of post recently...Now gonna write about the class that i was in for abt 2 yrs.
I am the anti-social type of people in the class, anyone is able to come to me to ask me out, though i always reject.
But however, there is a childish thing going on during the freaking last day of school, where i hope tat i wasnt there when it happen.
Call me a turtle or wad eva you want, i am not siding any one but myself.
Human beings are like that, you cant blame me.
Intailly decide not to say out the whole story but keep feeling things got stuck in mt throat, maybe tat why my gum r hurting. (wisdom tooth coming out.)
This is my side of story, as to how i see things in the class.
Free to give comment but i not gonna change my opinion to anything.
The story.I got in to this class without choice too but i just got to bear with it as i am lazy to do transfer of class.
Sophia, got post to be class rep, ke wei got post into vice class rep n me into the treasurer.
It was all being posted by the people on the class, so does not have any choices.
At first, i am in quite a good term with the people in the class due to being a treasurer, and is being surrounded by lots of people.
At that point of time i feel quite hypocrite as i can actually smiles n joke with people that i not even kw well, kindda of despise myself.
So as as to my own pride, i decide to let the real me out, speaking straight without thinking,so as i does not like to travel in a big group so i kidda get frustrated easily when surrounding r too noisy. Hence, makes lots of people isolates me.
I dun care though, as i does not like to act friendly in front of people that i does not even knw.
So the group of gals and me are not in a good terms as i keep letting my emotions controling my head, partly bcos of my famliy too. (famliy problem, lazy to tell, mei wen knw it)
I feel that, 3 yrs in poly, very fast will pass by le so no friends is ok with me.
At that point of time, the onli one who was in good term with me was Jelin, who later got drop out.
The group of people are also forming into a smaller group too and of course excluding me.
Anyone in the class know when i become good friends with peng yang and mei wen? It was during a module project in the 2nd sem of the yr1.
As i does not have a group like Ai jia n Hui fen( who become my jie mei in the later part) nor Li wei n fiona group, needless to say the guy's group.
So in my group, it is jus being form by the left out in our class, consisting of, Jelin, mei wen, pengyang and me. in the half way of doing the project, jelin drop out so it jus left with the three of us.
Which makes us got to depend on each other as we are already being left out, though i does not like
mei wen in the begining.
( she is one of the noisy type of people and is extremly difficuit to teach her some thing, and often left me frustrated when teaching her the schooling works. As she cant stop interupting during my explaining.) I am not close to peng yang at that point of time so i have no comment. But however, after lots of bearing with each other and get to knw each other, we accepted each other le.
This is how the three of us got to become good friends.
This is the part one of the story. to be continue.
mY Post @ 12/17/2006 11:17:00 AM
